AP
POSTED AT 04:43 PM in Me and My Rantings

naughty2dwaine

Nope, it's not associated press. Haha, wish ko lang maging member ako nito sa future kung kelan kina-career ko na talaga ang journalism.

Come to think of it, gusto ko maging diplomat!

Ah basta, AP=Awkward Pauses.

Isa yan sa mga pinag-debatehan namin ng isang kaibigan. Para sa kanya kasi, the best ang conversations na walang awkward pauses. Kumbaga, hindi nauubusan nang pinag-uusapan.

Sa akin naman, depende sa kausap. If you're new acquaintances kasi hindi maiiwasan ung AP kasi nga hindi niyo pa kabisado ang takbo ng utak ng isa't isa. Pa'no na lang kung may kinausap ako about my contempt sa gays, eh 'di baka may mabalitaan na lang kayong rambulan sa TV Patrol... Hehe.

Ayos lang sa'kin na may AP sa conversations kung friends ko naman ang kausap ko. Kasi if your're friends, kahit you don't talk, there's still something special. So the pauses are not awkward pa nga, laughing matters na lang kung tutuusin.

Kaya naman maisisingit ko na naman ang Badillo dito. Kasi pati kawalan ng pag-uusapan pinag-uusapan pa rin namin.

Hai, life.

 

Currently listening to: wala
Currently reading: animal farm
Currently watching: monitor pa rin.. :D
Currently feeling: nostalgic

Language of the World
POSTED AT 06:22 PM in Look, Beyond!

naughty2dwaine

It's not something everyone would understand. Most scientists can't grab its message. Most lawyers couldn't argue with it; much less know who they are arguing with. Most businessmen think its just a waste of time and energy; and of course, money.

I don't even quite understand it either. (I-level daw ba ang sarili sa mga lawyers? hehehe)

But is understanding the Language of the World a fatal, fatal thing? Is it seriously a life or death situation? No. But it is a life or nothing situation.

I have been overlooking omens ever since I've been a teenager. Not that I don't care about them much, but that I don't think they really mean what I want them to mean. And of course, believing in omens are like believing in superstitions. Yet, I always thought they are there because I want them to be there.

Not saying that that really is a bad thought.

But, after succumbing to an omen last night, I feel very determined. Even though I just had Php300.00 to begin with; as of this moment, I know that things are there because I urged them to, not necessarily because I want them.

Yesterday was, I thought, the last day to finalize my thoughts as to what is my Personal Legend. It's good to know that there were factors that obstacled my written, and unwritten, courses. Thank heavens for that extra sheet of paper stapled at that green form!

Originally, I wanted to be an astronaut. I just felt it was a cool job, roaming the universe. This ambition was fueled by my desire for Science. And then I wanted to be a doctor - and though it's kind of a cliche - to help people; then some person (who I really don't remember whom) asked me what kind of doctor I would like to be..

and I said brain surgeon. Not knowing until 6th grade or so that it was being a neurologist.

That dream was ended by the events of last year's month of April. I just put down the thought of being a doctor, generally, because I don't want to be held responsible for a person's death. I had the case of fearing to fail.

But because of that omen, I learnt that if a person is living out his Personal Legend, he knows everything he needs to know. There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure.*

I knew all of this, but the omen invoked me to it. Back then, I thought I was invincible. That I could do everything what I wanted. That I could conquer the world. And then knowledge came, and told me that I simply could not be everything.

Because I'm just one out of billions of people. Because the world doesn't revolve around me.

Wordly things prohibit my sense of being; I fear what people think of me. I cry everytime there's a cute thing that I've witnessed. I cry because I get inspired. Truly, reading books won't make much of me. I would not even be successful just for reading. There is no job in this world that would pay me just for being touched by a work of fiction.

But this book made me really contemplate that we, not I, are everything. Every one of us is something. I, along with everyone of us, make the world revolve.

The kid playing on the street might just be the president of this country. The bum alongside the kid playing on the street might just be a king trying out the life of a bum. We'll never know. Everything has reasons, but we don't need to know them. They have reasons because they have reasons.

Maktub.

~

This can also be found at All That Crap. 

* For the copyrights people:

Coelho, Paulo. The Alchemist. USA: HarperCollins Publishers, 1998.

 

Currently listening to: some music from the next room
Currently reading: guess..
Currently watching: guess again..
Currently feeling: thankful

Dahil Ikaw - True Faith
POSTED AT 02:00 PM in Me and My Rantings

naughty2dwaine

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay may lungkot na nararamdaman?

Damdamin mo ba ay 'di maintindihan?

At sa tuwing ako ay nasa iyong isipan

May nakita ka ba na ibang kasiyahan?

 

Nandito lang ako

Naghihintay sa'yo na mapansin ang aking damdamin 

Na para lang sa'yo...

 

Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko

Ikaw ang  nasa isip ko

Nais ko ay malaman mo

Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay

Pag-ibig ko sayo'y ibibigay

Ang nais ko ay malaman mo

Na mahal kita

 

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay may sakit na nararamdaman 

Damdamin mo ba ay sinasaktan?

At sa tuwing ako nasa iyong panaginip

Na tayo'y dalawa'y masayang magkapiling

 

Sana'y pagbigyan ang nadarama nito

Sana'y masabi mo na mahal mo rin ako

 

Dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso. 

 

*Kanta ito na hindi ko gawa. Obvious naman sa title 'di ba? Pero wish ko lang makaggawa rin ako ng tulad nito, ang ganda kasi ng tono eh! Medyo weird kasi ung lyrics.

Akala ko nung una original song 'to ng batang si Adrian sa "Sa Piling Mo" (teleserye sa ABS-CBN) . Ang cute kasi nung pagkakaggawa ng lyrics eh; ung first line ng chorus pinalitan ng "dahil ikaw ang kaibigan ko."

Touching 'di ba? Parang gawa talaga ng bata.

Pero infairness nakaka-addict ang kantang ito. Buti na lang nga at nakita ko ung video niya sa Myx, at ang bandang True Faith pala ung original makers nito.

Asa Top 10 pala siya, mainam!

Para sa mga curious, hindi ako in-love ngayon. Pero dinededicate ko yan sa 2 lalaking kinababaliwan ko.

Si Lorenzo, at si Harry.

 

 

 

Currently listening to: Dahil Ikaw - True Faith
Currently reading: All-American Girl, uli!
Currently watching: The Monitor
Currently feeling: off

Of PBB, and Reviews
POSTED AT 12:06 PM in Me and My Rantings

naughty2dwaine

Another day has come to pass, and I'm feeling so full right now. We just had lunch, after all. I also discovered that mum makes sure that the chicken we eat nowadays are skinless; talk about being health-conscious.

The Pinoy Big Brother: Teen Edition is now 3 days old. It's a pity I hadn't got the chance to watch the episode last night. I looked at the official website  of the said show and I found out that one of my crushes, Aldred (a valedictorian), cried because he felt that he didn't belong with the others. You see, the local managament of the show opted to choose rich kids in general as the contenders for the said contest; not to mention that all of them look good.

But of course, I'm different so Aldred stood out for me. He was so smart, and down-to-earth at the same time. He also loves to cook, a pre-requisite for someone who would be my husband someday (because I have no idea in cooking). Okay fine, Mikee and Fred are also my crushes; actually Mikee (the smart Atenean) took the greater part of my heart. 

There was a girl too that cried because she felt that she didn't belong too. Her name was Clare, the one from Bukidnon. With all honesty, I think she is the most beautiful among the girls inside the Big Brother house. Too bad that typical guys were placed among her; typical guys who likes uber-pretty fair-skinned girls. I've got nothing against those girls though. I just feel that the world is so unfair.

Clare wasn't the rich kid type; but I think she is determined. She felt she can't relate (like Aldred) to the others who talked about expensive, meticulous stuff that she didn't know enough about. I understand what she feels because I know what it feels to be alienated by people who are from exclusive schools.

Had I mentioned that I'm in an UPCAT review program? And in that center, all of us are girls, 7/10 of us are from well-known (or well-budgeted?) schools in the metro. I know that it isn't really their purpose to alienate us, but at least they could be sensitive of us normal people for a change.

But before this gets too personal albeit all things, I wish Aldred and Clare good luck on the program. I hope they also stand out to all people who watch it. 

 

Currently listening to: Some music playing at the other room
Currently reading: The Texts here, again
Currently watching: Again, the monitor
Currently feeling: intimidated

A New Me
POSTED AT 01:41 PM in Look, Beyond!

naughty2dwaine

I came across this blog a few hours ago; I was surprised that it was still active because normally hosting sites would nullify your account if you haven't been using it for say, 4 months or so. Because this blog is still breathing, I might as well resurrect it from its deep slumber because however silly the way I posted here before, I'll still cherish the moments when this site was my diary.

There are a few changes that can be found here if you frequented this page before. I decided to alter the designs of some parts (e.g., the tagboard) to live up to my tastes nowadays. I'm really not a blue-lover anymore you see; my favorite shade is brown now, or green.

Hopefully, I could post here regularly. I still have another blog though, if you're interested:

All That Crap

Currently listening to: The Electric Fan
Currently reading: The Texts Here
Currently watching: The Monitor
Currently feeling: discontent

2 all frendster users......
POSTED AT 10:42 AM

naughty2dwaine

note:
kng hndi k p po kyo frendster...... add nyo ko:
email: naughty2dwaine@yahoo.com
1st nme: abby lst nme: chua



una sa lahat, i hvent expected that most of my frendsters read my kalokokans s bulletin... honestly, pampalipas oras ko lng po lhat ng un pg im getin sick of the net at wlang mgndang plbas s tv...

thank u po s lhta n mga ngbbsa ng mga kalokohan ko.. mrmi po akong nre2ceive n comments/questions about them whether personally, by frendster or by im at n22wa akng mlman n kht ppno ay my ngbbsa s knla... my slbi rn pla ang akng mga ibnubulgar 2ngkol s sarili ko, mga kcnungalngang namumutawi s akng icp, mga prblema ko at ang akng mga kbalwan....

so once again.. mrming slamt s wlang swa nmyong pgtangkilik sa akng mga kalokohan, inaasahan ko ang inyong continuous support to them....

isa pa pla, slamt s mga kagalit at mga ngng kgalit ko, sa mga insprasyon at ngng insprasyon ko,,,, sa mga prblma at mga ngng prblema ko... dhl kng wla kyo ay wla rn akng mga kalokohan n maiaalay s mga frendsters ko...

p.s.:
alam kng corny ang ipinost kng ito..., wg nyo snang ipamukha sakn... ta!

Currently listening to: hands to heaven
Currently reading: k-zone: june -ish
Currently feeling: nothing

gagong spyware na yan!!!!!!
POSTED AT 11:03 AM

naughty2dwaine

ok, ntpos k nga ung cntinuation... bglang my sumingit n spyware ad..... tpos.. nwla ung cnulat ko d2!!!!!!! asar!!! kya uulitn k n nmn.......

so, ngenjoy kmi s cavite... aion......

ths is my rview 4 d harry potter and the prsoner of azkaban:

1. mrmng cmute, cute n nga c dan... pro ngng cute rn c rupert, at ung phelps twins.... haha.. pti c tom felton at ung ngpeplay ng goyle..
2. mrmi rng mggnda... c emma watson pti ung ngplay ng pansy parknson
3. my mjor dference s book, k2lad n lng nung pgkkrceive n harry ng frebolt nung tpos n ang lhat2...
4. ang gling nung drector...as in.... mnotv8 nya tlga ung actors and actresses in brnging out their best s hppoa... no offense ky columbus... cgro nga dhl ms mgnda ung plot s book 3 kya gnun.. hehe..
5. #7 ung jersey number ni harry s quidditch... eh un ung fve # ko in the whole wide world.... as im saying... mgling nga tlga c alfnso cuaron... ung drector
6. my ndag2 rn.. k2lad nung jmaican head n ngsa2lta s knght bus... nk22wa ung pgsbi nya ng "10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5,4, 3, 3 1/2, 2, 2 1/2, 21/4,1!" hbang my dma2daan n mtnda s klye...
7.ang gling nung s whompng willow... ung nhablot c hermione,,, tpos knrga nya c harry... pra ishoot s cave...
8. mglng ung vteran actors... mglng ung bgong dumbledore.... pti c gary oldman at david thewlis
9. all in all, mgnda tlga ang hppoa!! the best yet in the 7-part series!!

e2 nmn ang opnyon k s nppblitang c heart evangelista RAW ang mgpeplay ng cho chang s nxt harry potter flm, whch is the goblet of fre:

1. nung nreport un s tv patrol, ang sbi n julius babao eh " c heart evangelsta, nauugny s isng brtsh actor!"... hello... audtions p lng un... as if nmng pnkta n kgd s knla c dan... ano cla, snuswrte???!! pno sya mauugnay, bka nga hndi alm n dan n nbu2hay ang isng heart no?!
2. feel ni heart n sya tlga ung mgpeplay ng cho... dont get me wrong,.. di nman ako isng detractor ni heart.. in fact... 14 p lng ako... cnsbi k lng ang opnyon ko.... i lke heart... shes pretty at my talent rn nmn s dncng, sngng at vjing... pro di un sapat pra mgland sya s isng intrntional flm acclaimed by millions,,,

note: di ko mnmaliit c heart...

3. at ang pnka-rason kng bkt ako ngglit s isyung e2 eh dahil my napili ng mgpeplay ng cho... long b4 lumabas ang wlang kaisyu2ng issue n i2... as cnfrmed n ng wrner bros., n mke newell, ang drector ng goblet of fre, at ng leavesden studios... eh bkt p pnlbas n my pg-asa p c heart eh mrmi ngng nka2alm n hp fans around the world n my npili nga??? publcty stunt b 2 pra lalong hmnga s knya ang mga pinoy???

kng fan kyo ni heart, maaarng sbhin nyo n naiingit lng ako ky heart... in fact, its the other way around... naaawa ako s knya... dhl smskay p sya s issue.. peace!!!

pra mkta nyo c katie leung... chinese ntional.. ang mgpeplay ng cho chang s nxt hp flm.. e2 ang pic. ..
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Currently reading: wla eh
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